Boys come from Butts - Girls come from Garbage

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2009-09-11T00:18:00.005+08:00

I feel like a doll.
Do i look like a doll?
Act like a doll?
I don't wish to be treated like a doll.
Adore me when u feel like it...
Left up in the shelves to rot when u don't want it...

If so,
Why not put me up in Ebay or cash converters?
Or maybe sell me off at Burger King for others to gobble me up?

No. I am not EMO.
This is called, heart-wrenchingclaustrophobia or simply put pissed.

aniwae,i just discovered that i have the mood to blog again.

4 reasons to be happy :
1. Today is Friday.
2. Tomorrow is Saturday.
3. Tomorrow is not Friday.

once again, the king is back. Ramly Burger FTW.

2009-01-28T21:28:00.002+08:00

coolio stuff.. *screams*
c u guys there.
while the world goes to school or work....
we will rock the beach like we are sons and daughters of the beach.. haha.

Don't stay behind.

2009-01-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

first: see.
second: ask.
third: want.
fourth: understand
fifth: own.

three reasons not to breathe:
1. people
2. human.
3. judgement.

figure it.
why give me a reason to judge u when i don't want to?
why throw me all those questions when i don't need them?
why lead me to confusion when all it results in is blank stares?
why make me take that extra effort just to give those nonsense?

Lovely.

2009-01-14T22:29:00.005+08:00

12.01.2008.
lovely day.

r5 12
r4 10.
6 As.
3 Bs.

thank god. syukur alhamdullilah.
better than expected.
after all those effort put in :)

it's the later part that can be more intriguing.
courses. streams.schools
decided.
i wanna try going nyjc. kalau tk innova pun boleh la...
just behind my house.. huahua.

alemak haha

2009-01-10T00:32:00.002+08:00

I feel so anti-social.
No computer.
that's half of me gone.
just like tat.

and now my little sister bought a fish.
the fish name is fifi.
now my sister likes fifi.
but she abandon me.
i only have the walls to talk to.
what does the fish have dat i don't have.
why must it steal my sister away from me.
aniwae, how do we noe if a fish is a male or female?
does it have privates that can be checked?
cause i dowan my sister to be cheated of the fish being a male instead of being a female as what she claims.
i mean fifi is a female's name ryte?
haha.

2009.
i have 2009 wishes for these years.
top of the list should be good o level results on monday.
and getting myself into a good school.
the rest 2008 wishes are that everysingle one of my frens will be happy with their result and get what they want.. yeay.
lol.
lollipop.

my resolution:
to cut down weight.
gain fitness.
stay happy.

computer's still dead.

and i have a model friend, his name is syazwan.
do watch out for posters of him at renoma outlets... okae?
but i tynk his type would be the body shop posters. promoting products that make you white.
or maybe hl milk promoting milk that make u tall.
or maybe he will run down the catwalk next to heidi klum or kate moss.
or maybe he will model for seoul garden.
or maybe he will appear in movies. those chinese ones. where he will play the supporting role, most probably I.P Man 2.

im happy that he is my friend.
so if any girls out there is interested in my fren syazwan.
you can just ask me for his email.
or u can just log in to his blog for his full cool portfolio.
he have a handphone but his keypad is spoilt.
he weighs a solid 60 pounds and his height is a whopping, mouth-watering 1.8m. how cool is tat?

hahahahahhahahahaha. nila, perangai org boring. haha.
gone. bye.

2008-12-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

firstly, i would like to reply all the tags which have been so overdue..

ayedeal- aku keje kat SG ngee ann city...shh.. jgn bilang org tau..

claire- claire! you better email it fast aite, i got no computers to use. so i am abit disabled rite now, and besides new year is coming..!

elle, mai and szeling - thank you for the wish!! hehe. sorry for thanking you abit late... but i appreciate it :)

danish-hey you, how come i keep seeing you ah? haha. aniwae, thank you so much.

yohannis- hey thank you for dropping by.. haha. yah, she tagged me first, i donnoe hu she was till i saw your pic in her blog. LOL.

kaiyuan- dont worry, its not too late. thank you.. long time nvr see you ah.

nickson- heyyy... haha. okae okae one of tis days i will drop by both of ur blogs okae. look onli....

tasnim- hey, i cant update the blog regularly again la... computer in ICU already.. anw, yah he is scary but i just cant tell him off u noe.. bear with it la.. but rest assured, i wont touch him back...LOL

ana-heyhey, okae linked you already... c ya at work.

hawa- yah... wat to do.. dont worry, i got protection... hahahahahha.

jen- omg.. haha. thank you so much...

mai- Mai!!!!! haha. is not my fault tat i have to work... haha. okaela, see you soon when i am not working okae.. but wait long2 haha. joking. wkends....

so back to the topic.

i just encountered something that may change my life forrever...

that is....

My computer is spoilt.
i cannot go online,
i cannot blog.
that's the most recent tragedy that occured..

it does can change my life you noe...
i want to go online.. anione got extra pc? haha

take care..

will you have a candle light dinner with me?

2008-12-09T01:24:00.009+08:00

can never forget..

Started working..
for a week plus already..
it appears to be one of the straight-forward jobs..
but it isn't..
i like my job..
full of wonderful staffs whom i regard as buddies..
although ngee ann city may seems so far..
but the mrt just seems to be so nice to travel in during the an-hour journey..
although carrying hot plates may seems so tiring..
but the jokes that they can come out with never seems to fail..
thanks bye see you again..! haha.
and when the last customer steps out..
music get louder..
and we get wild..
time moves like usain bolt when working..
cause i enjoyed every moment of it! :)

but a job can never be perfect..
those dissatisfaction that i have..
fussy manager..
who can never seems to smile..
and this pervert staff who is my senior..
being a trainee, i have to work under him..
and he calls me "SAYANG"..
that is not the end..
everytime i do something wrong..
he touches me..
back there..
down there..
everywhere..
make me feel uneasy..
but that is reality..
i can never get what i want..
but i may get what i need..
enuff about work already..

and the day was hari raya haji...
did the prayers..
went to granny's place..
eat..
and then went to work..
was forced to work..
haiz.. but the pay was attractive though..
haha..
and i dowan to go on about the pay at all..
cause it will defeats the purpose of the job..
although it is the reward....

Aniwae..
i was too engrossed with life..
that i forget about myself..
Danish had to remind me that tomorrow is my special day :)
haha.
my special day.. but i want to spend it with anibody!! haha.
but ppl all busy..
but one year older.. NC16 okae already... i want to watch quarantine!! maybe perhaps try to go yangtze... :P

heard about the thursday outing with riversidians..
if the organiser is reading this..
i am not working on that day!!! yeay..
haha.
contact-mengontacti okae? huahuahua.

okae, enough already..
aniwae iffah.. i've updated la!!! haha. perhaps i didn't lose the blogging mood after all.... :p

will you have a candle light dinner with me?
i'm talking to you.. yes you, the one reading this post... haha.
tomorrow. you me at six. :)
fake la... haha.
but it would be wonderful, if it does happens...:(

okae, enough already..
aniwae iffah.. i've updated la!!! haha. perhaps i didn't lose the blogging mood after all.... :p

ct, don't give up..
*ponteng work today*
*extraordinary tomorrow*

Wash..washh...

2008-11-28T21:38:00.003+08:00

Sentosa tomorrow,
alas,
a great escape,
escape from boredom.
jobs interviews on monday! :)

these days i cant blog that long as i used to..
but my appetite for food just got larger.
garfield's back! :)

It's rather painful,
these days,
hours seems like months,
and as each day pass,
the pain grew larger and larger.
haha.

2008-11-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

update tomorrow. promise to ppls!

A Choice

2008-11-11T23:40:00.004+08:00

Two papers left...
before f.r.e.e.d.o.m
rejoice everyone.

2008-10-11T12:39:00.000+08:00

Graduation

2008-09-27T22:30:00.006+08:00

Firstly, happy 9th birthday to my little sister Nur Fatheen.
so fast nine years old already.
hope you grow up to be one fine sister. :)

Here's my last post before i myself, graduate from blogger :)

Yesterday marked the end of four years of secondary school,
as we graduated,
it was met by optimism,
with the hope of a better future for everyone.

Everyone exchanged graduation gifts,
but felt sad that i had none to share.
and,
special thanks to ayeeshah
for the letter with those lyrics,
thank you =)
and
to pei qi,
thank you for your short, sweet note.
to szeling,
for the chocolates.
to ms tan,
for the cadbury "boost" :)
and not forgetting to everyone
for making the day special in one way or another.

tracing back to 2nd january 2005,
adapting was easier said than done,
our very first step into teenage-hood.

some of us made mistakes along the way,
but it was never a case of regret,
as we picked up small little memos,
which will we carry throughout our life.

Some of us made wonderful friends along the way,
the friendship was not lovely all the time,
but it was those little moments that made a huge impact in our life,
words could not express how lucky you guys made me feel,
but deep inside,
every single one of you had touched my life. =)

i couldn't have wish for better friends, a to z,
which i could rely on,
all those four years we spent together,
be it thick or thin,
will always follow me through in the future,
each of your smile,
will be those things i will miss as i move on.
each of your names,
forms a collage,
together we cried,
those late night calls,
smses,
birthday wishes,
celebrations,
will always be special
you guys made me a better person,
really :)

I'm thankful i had wonderful teachers to share the journey with me
Mr Foo,
Mdm Jo,
Ms Tan,
Ms Ng,
Mrs Lee,
Mdm Ho,
Ms Nora,
Mr Cheong,
Mdm Matthews,
Ms Annaliza,
Ms Lim,
& others.
it was never possible without them

p.s - mdm jo, i promised to see you in 10 years time ryte? haha.

To my wonderful 3/5-4/5 classmates, from index number 1 to 41.
from the very start,
the odds were against us,
but we bonded well as a class,
everyone played a part,
to make us wad we are today,
i will miss all of you dearly,
all those jokes we shared,
all those oreo moments we indulged in,
we had the scoldings of our life,
we had the worst results,
but we grew up,
matured,
and now we have that last lap
to prove,
we are not overnight achievers,
but we are worthy achievers,
i just want you to know
you all may not had leave your signatures and wishes on my class photo
but
you guys had left an indelible mark in my life. :)

my soccer-ians,
you guys never fail to amuse me with all your jokes,
all those funny acts,
we played together,
we lost together,
we won together,
but it was the satisfaction of
having the chance to play together,
strengthen the bond,
that got me smiling.
all the best to all of you :)

never forgetting the juniors,
gd luck for all your future obstacles,
i know we may have not the time to spend,
but all those existing memoirs was enough
to make me remember you
even after i leave the school :)

fast-forward to september 26 2008,
hard to believe that all of this will end soon.
it's always difficult to say goodbye.
but it haf to come one day rite?
we graduate,
we had our pics taken together,
we exchanged final wishes,
and its time to move on,
but do keep these invaluable treasures inside :)
so long...byee.:)

hari raya in four days time.
looking forward
o lvel in 23 days or so.
Selamat hari raya to everybody.... :)

Here's my o's target.to motivate me.
english-a2
e maths -a1
a maths-a2
higher malay - b3
chemistry - a1
physics- a2
Biology - b3
humanities - a2
Word Hard or Cry Hard.

see ya after o's :]
remember.
roses are red,
violets are blue.

Isomers.

2008-09-11T21:04:00.009+08:00

38 Days Left.
September 11.
one step at a time.
I've lost my sense of preposition.
a sea of mobile electrons in the head.
too little too much.
eye bags.
Hungry.

Nice to haf u around
do aniting that you like
nothing will stop you
please yourself

unkind conditions
said hello

nice to see things
even if they may be temporary
never know when we ever could see it

my mirror
my sword
my shield

four years of education
passed by like f1 car
no more pitstops
only chequered flag
podium finish
the ultimate dream.

the journey had been long
worth every second,
every moment
can never be forgotten.

we cried
we laughed
there was the highs
and also the lows
but nobody knows
wad the future holds.

they said what they haf to say
now its time for us to do
it may be about the destination
but the journey's important too.

we've been immature
its time to let go

u've tried to please them
but she wanted more.

oreo cookies
who can resist
so go on a run
if you want to haf fun.

9.28 pm
54 seconds.
tomorrow's friday
then its the weekend

but how tragic life could be
when u cant be happy.

so make yourself happy
go get a kopi
sit down
think
reflect

prioritize
the sun may not come out,
but remember
the cloud's crying for you.

you dreamed of being someone else
jonas, daughtry, maroon 5, miley
but haf u ever seen urself so happy

a bear
with chocolates
left untouched

it's not just being shy
ever tried to be meaningful
looked wonderful

each day
your field gets stronger
my eyes get induced
it's got itself attracted
it's so strong

look into the sky
haf u ever wondered why
it felt so dry
everytime u try
to fry
then u cry

its about living
with yesterday's knowledge
today's moments
and tomoro's surprises

aper aku merepek sumer nie. haha xD

Survey

2008-08-16T22:43:00.006+08:00

Nur Ashikin tagged me for quite some time oready...
so yesh... here's the survey..... =)

Actually did this long time ago alr, onli forget to upload. haha.
so sorry to tavin, the latest tagger.
Anw, its just a survey, no harm done nor ani intentions intended.

1. the last person to tag you?
- Shadrina :)

2. your relationship with him/her is?
- Close friend from secondary school...

3. your first impression of him/her?
- Descent. Serious.Fierce.

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
- hmm... Remember me when she heard the "Hey there delilah" song. :)

5. the most memorable thing that he/she had said to youu?
- "Good night". haha.

6. if he/she become your lover, you?
- Make her smile each day she sees me..

7. if he/she became your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
- Nothing. She's perfectly fine. cheyy.... haha.

8. if he/she became your enemy, you will be?
- Disappointed.

9. if he/she became your enemy, the reason will be
- Because of Syafiq Saad. hahahahahahahahahahah.

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now?
- Give ice cream.

11. your overall impression of him/her?
- Outgoing and nice and sweet.

12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
- The crazy boy with that lame sense of humour.

3. the character you love of yourself is?
- I'm patient... cheyy...

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
- Speaking nonsense unnecessarily..... :p

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
- Myself. Don't want to be someone else....

16. for the people that care and like you,say something to them?
- I may not be perfect. But you peeps are perfect to me. XD

17.pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. Shadrina
2. Syazwan
3. Maisurah
4. Mardhiah
5. Iffah
6. Rifhan
7. Yazid
8. Violet
9. Yohannis
10. Syarifuddin

18. who is 6 having relationship with?
- Depends... On days when there's epok2, with syarifuddin. On other days, with her art.

19. is 9 a male or female?
- Yohannis is a female.

20. if 7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing?
- Of course not. It will be very very very very wrong.....

21. what is 2 studying about?
- On how to be an ah beng. ( He's quite good at it) haha.

22. when was the last time you had a chat with 3?
- Just yesterday night....

23. what kind of music band does 8 like?
- Secondhand Serenade....

24. does 1 have any siblings?
- 2 brothers....

25. will you woo 3?
- Maisurah? haha. No comments.

26. how about 7?
- Brotherly Love.

27. is 4 single?
- Cheyy... mardhiah and her imran. haha.

28. what is the surname of 5?
- Hmm.... forget.

29. what's the hobby of 4?
- She and her "wan" Jokes.

30. does 5 and 9 get along well?
- Iffah And Yohannis? hmm... okae okae la.

31. where is 2 studyin at?
- Riverside sec.

32. talk something casually about 1.
- A casual gurl.

33. have you tried developing feelings for 8?
- Nope. but my fren did. haha.

34. where does 9 live at?
- Woodlands. Near evergreen primary.

35. wad colour does 4 like?
- Blue.

36. are 5 and 1 best friends?
- Should be.

37. does 7 like 2?
- Yesh. Syazwan's the classmate.

38. how did you get to know 2?
- Friends with him from primary school.

39. does 1 have any pets?
- Mosquitoes? haha. nola.

40. is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Yazid? haha. hanya tuhan saja yang tahu.

2008-08-11T21:31:00.006+08:00

Updating....
the national day celebrations was quite disappointing...
the parade wasnt as 'wow' as last year's but still well done to everyone behind it...
the concert was okae2....

Weekends...
3 days of wackiness.....
let's spell tat again...
w-a-c-k-i-n-e-s-s.....
hahas...
firstly on saturday, national day....
spent it with crazy ppl.... in the form of syazwan, syarif, syafiq masod, marinah, farhannis, hidayah, rifhan, shadrina and maisurah.....
we went to marina square to watch fireworks yaw.....
went there early get lunch....
and settle down...
and do the thing we are always good in...
camwhoring....
if its a subject...
all of us could get a1....
and here's the pictures.
(CREDITS TO MAISURAH, MARINAH AND SYAFIQ MASOD) :)

Settling down.
Chinaman missing.
I love this... :)
Majulah Singapura
Jumpshot attempt failed. haha

This is the fireworks....
Blacknights....
The whole crew.....just look at those happy faces.

Monday was slightly better.....
went to e2max at orchard cineleisure....
for leisure...
watch movie....
play games....
like no o level lyk tat... hahas.

Orbs....

Like understand........

Okae tis wasnt at the e2max... this was the R3 cip.
Racial harmony day....
RHD

thats all.
the end.

Stressed

2008-08-08T15:15:00.002+08:00

Prelim's over..
time for well-deserved sleep..
maybe catch up on movies.
but fireworks tomoro anione?

i still haf o level oral english to practice..
the prelim's oral mark was quite disappointing..
i'll haf to read straits times everyday after tis..
and talk to myself in the mirror..
hehe.

am i crazy or falling in love..

2008-07-24T21:57:00.004+08:00

Tomoro marks the start of prelims......
and i dont feel like doing it.
I want to be a power ranger.
At least i haf power.
i can call megazords to fight.
if i am unhappy with some person, i will just morph and be a power ranger.
If that person is bigger than me, i will just call my megazord and crush him into roti prata.

it's you that I'm thinking of.
I don't need an imitation.

Source-based Question.

2008-07-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

Source A

1. Study Source A.
Is the source useful in saying that the blogger is stressed? [5 marks]

hahas.

Miley Cyrus.

2008-07-10T22:35:00.006+08:00

Evening Academy.
Focus Study.
Saturday Classes.
Mock Exams.
Prelim Exams.
O Level.
Red Camp.
That's LIFE. well, supposed to be.

Someone just love to make a scene.
Reflect,
Not
Over-react.

2008-07-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

Since i dont haf my photos with me.....
and violet tagged me. hahas

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

Starting time: 9.23
Name: Farid
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 7/8?
Height: 161 cm :D

Where do you live: Singapore
Favourite drinks: Hydrochloric Acid..... hahas. kidding. ani will do (:
Favourite breakfast: hmm. Pancakes? MAC BREAKFAST!
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yesh.
Swam in the ocean: Sorry. I can't hahaas.
Fallen asleep at school: Usually. huahua
Broken someone’s heart: *Ehem*. Donnoe?
Fell off your chair: Chair? NO. Bed? Yes. hahas.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Call? hahas. no.
Saved e-mails: 1213 Unread messages in inbox. is tat saving? hahas.

What is your room like: green walls and white ceilings.
What’s right beside you: Handphone!
What is the last thing you ate: Fried Rice Ikan Billis. wahahas. :D

Ever had chicken pox: Not that i remember of.
Sore throat: Sore eyes, also got.
Stitches: Nope.
Broken nose: nose? not once.

Do you believe in love at first sight: Maybe?
Like picnics: Love them.
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Violet? In Perth?
Last made you smile: When i screwed my a maths mock just now, hahas that is called crazy too......
You last yelled at: little sister. kepala batu. kepala magnesium. kepala oxygen.

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Everyday yaw. hahas. nola, Donnoe?
Kissed anyone: Little Sister.
Get sick: Flu, each morning.
Miss someone: Yesh.
Eat: Ate. Eaten. Eating. Will Eat.
Best feeling in the world: Making People Laugh and Smile.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No. Sorry. hahas.
What’s under your bed: Secret. hahas
Who do you really hate: I don't hate.
What time is it now?: 9.41 Pm

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: yes.
Do you have any siblings: yesh. 3 of them.
Do you want children: Yesh. 2 girls, 2 boys.
Do you smile often: Yesh.
Do you like your hand-writing: OF COURSE NOT. I WANT TO TAKE HANDWRITING COURSE AFTER O LEVEL. hahas.
Are your toe nails painted: I am a guy la sehh. hahas.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: I rather sleep on death bed. hahas.
What color shirt are you wearing now: Grey.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Sleeping.
I can’t wait till: I get a job as a teacher.
When did you cry last: Can't Remember.
Are you a friendly person: Yesh. hahas.....
Do you have any pets: Cockroaches and Cicaks. hahas.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Studying at home?
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Err.no comments.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Of course......NOT.
What are you doing right now?: Chatting. Listening Songs.
Have you ever crawled through a window?: NOLA.
Can you handle the truth?: Depends. If its the true truth, then just handle lor
Are you too forgiving?: Trying to be. no good keeping grudges la.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Both.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Can't remember.
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: Donnoe.
Do you eat healthy?: Sorry no. Fit but Fat.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yesh. But its more of wad she did.
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Sister. no, she's not my punching bag.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Loudspeaker. hahas.
Are you confident?: Not so.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Playing Catching
2. Drink Milk.
3. Cry on first day of primary school.
4. Pokemon fan.
5.First Feelings.

5 things on my to-do list today(It's night already la.) ):
1. Sleep
2. Rest.
3. Hibernate.
4. History.
5. Transfer Files.

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Oreo
2. Mcflurry.
3. Doritos.
4. Cookies.
5. White Chocolates.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Eat OREO everyday.
2. Buy An estate for all my frens, family, neighbours to live together.
3. Give some to charity?
4. Share with frens, family and neighbours.
5. Donate Charity

5 of my bad habits:
1. lazy.
2. Daydreaming
3. procastinator.
4. Late.
5. Messy in work.

5 places I have lived in:
1. Singapore
2. Woodlands
3. Yishun
4. Bukit Panjang
5. Woodlands.

5 jobs I’ve had:
1. Caterer.
2. no job.
3. no job.
4. no job.
5. no job.

6 people I tag:
1.Syazwan
2.Syafiqah
3.Siti Humaira
4.Syarifuddin.
5.Maisurah Afiah
6.Marilyn

Melting-me-smile.

2008-06-29T21:49:00.005+08:00

My Favourite in the Euro 2008.
I predict they will win over germany.
By 2-0?
No villa? No problem, still got torres.

So today is sunday.
Went to madrasah.
and got back my results.
and got number 7th in class and 1st for boys.
hahas. so shocking for a newcomer.
it may not be so big as a an achievement, but it is still significant.

after tat, i went to library.
to study with frens.
How i wish i had come earlier to see you.....
you looked very sweet just now. =)
Met rifhan and syazwan and his matair.
hahas.
it started to rain.
rifhan's phone went spoilt.
hahas.

and on the way home, i saw this mat-s and minah-s.
it was a big group.
and then 3 girls was surrounding another girl.
the so called leader said,
" Kau first cakap kau suker azmi!
Second kau cakap kau suker chipmunk!
Abir sekarang kau nk suker saper, BANGLA?!"

Translation in english:
" First you said u like azmi
Second you said u like chipmunk
And now hu u want to like? Bangla?"

funny but rude at the same time tat gurl.
hahas.
they sure haf great sense of humour.
i dare not laugh or say a thing or do aniting.
cos the numbers was too much.
hahas.

Lesson for today : I guess you never know what you got till its gone

Better Late Than Never.

2008-06-26T19:43:00.018+08:00

Here's the second part.
sorry its lengthy. sorry if it makes u sleepy.
at least i am happy. yippee!!
hahas.
okae there is no story-telling yet.
so u can make ur own composition from the pictures.

2008-06-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

Since i dont haf my photos with me.....
and violet tagged me. hahas

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

Starting time: 9.23
Name: Farid
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 7/8?
Height: 161 cm :D

Where do you live: Singapore
Favourite drinks: Hydrochloric Acid..... hahas. kidding. ani will do (:
Favourite breakfast: hmm. Pancakes? MAC BREAKFAST!
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yesh.
Swam in the ocean: Sorry. I can't hahaas.
Fallen asleep at school: Usually. huahua
Broken someone’s heart: *Ehem*. Donnoe?
Fell off your chair: Chair? NO. Bed? Yes. hahas.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Call? hahas. no.
Saved e-mails: 1213 Unread messages in inbox. is tat saving? hahas.

What is your room like: green walls and white ceilings.
What’s right beside you: Handphone!
What is the last thing you ate: Fried Rice Ikan Billis. wahahas. :D

Ever had chicken pox: Not that i remember of.
Sore throat: Sore eyes, also got.
Stitches: Nope.
Broken nose: nose? not once.

Do you believe in love at first sight: Maybe?
Like picnics: Love them.
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Violet? In Perth?
Last made you smile: When i screwed my a maths mock just now, hahas that is called crazy too......
You last yelled at: little sister. kepala batu. kepala magnesium. kepala oxygen.

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Everyday yaw. hahas. nola, Donnoe?
Kissed anyone: Little Sister.
Get sick: Flu, each morning.
Miss someone: Yesh.
Eat: Ate. Eaten. Eating. Will Eat.
Best feeling in the world: Making People Laugh and Smile.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No. Sorry. hahas.
What’s under your bed: Secret. hahas
Who do you really hate: I don't hate.
What time is it now?: 9.41 Pm

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: yes.
Do you have any siblings: yesh. 3 of them.
Do you want children: Yesh. 2 girls, 2 boys.
Do you smile often: Yesh.
Do you like your hand-writing: OF COURSE NOT. I WANT TO TAKE HANDWRITING COURSE AFTER O LEVEL. hahas.
Are your toe nails painted: I am a guy la sehh. hahas.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: I rather sleep on death bed. hahas.
What color shirt are you wearing now: Grey.
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Sleeping.
I can’t wait till: I get a job as a teacher.
When did you cry last: Can't Remember.
Are you a friendly person: Yesh. hahas.....
Do you have any pets: Cockroaches and Cicaks. hahas.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Studying at home?
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: Err.no comments.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Of course......NOT.
What are you doing right now?: Chatting. Listening Songs.
Have you ever crawled through a window?: NOLA.
Can you handle the truth?: Depends. If its the true truth, then just handle lor
Are you too forgiving?: Trying to be. no good keeping grudges la.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Both.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Can't remember.
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: Donnoe.
Do you eat healthy?: Sorry no. Fit but Fat.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yesh. But its more of wad she did.
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Sister. no, she's not my punching bag.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Loudspeaker. hahas.
Are you confident?: Not so.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Playing Catching
2. Drink Milk.
3. Cry on first day of primary school.
4. Pokemon fan.
5.First Feelings.

5 things on my to-do list today(It's night already la.) ):
1. Sleep
2. Rest.
3. Hibernate.
4. History.
5. Transfer Files.

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Oreo
2. Mcflurry.
3. Doritos.
4. Cookies.
5. White Chocolates.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Eat OREO everyday.
2. Buy An estate for all my frens, family, neighbours to live together.
3. Give some to charity?
4. Share with frens, family and neighbours.
5. Donate Charity

5 of my bad habits:
1. lazy.
2. Daydreaming
3. procastinator.
4. Late.
5. Messy in work.

5 places I have lived in:
1. Singapore
2. Woodlands
3. Yishun
4. Bukit Panjang
5. Woodlands.

5 jobs I’ve had:
1. Caterer.
2. no job.
3. no job.
4. no job.
5. no job.

5 people I tag:
1.Syazwan
2.Syafiqah
3.Siti Humaira
4.Syarifuddin.
5.Maisurah Afiah

Perth

2008-06-17T21:26:00.007+08:00

Perth Pictures.

Day 1:

This was the first night.

Before we took the flight.

We were given an hour to shop around T3.

So we went shopping...

Fifa Shop, Ferrari shop. Chocolate shop.

So nice.

Group Photo. Onli half of the real group.
Zailan so funny. Farid so beanny..
Ms Milhan. The Sun of our group. hahas.
We reached. Our Bus.

Day 2:

Natural bridge and the wind farm.

this was the coldest part of albany.

it was so cold. that it rained ice.

if syazwan was there,

he would haf got blown all the way singapore i tell u.

hhas.

We had to wear thick thick clotthings..... Wind energy = electrical energy = happy.
Some inspirational words which i dont understand.
Alot of electrical energy = ALOT OF HAPPINESS.
See.....

The beautiful coastal area..
Their hairs got into my mouth.
Jumpshot!
Dont jump down sir!!!

Natural Bridge.
Down there to go 'up there'.
Cold smiles.

Calmity.
Hajjah termenung sehh....
Marilyn showing off wad she bought. actually not hers.
braziliano coffeee in perth...? hmm...

Hahas.

Down the street....
Warming up in the steaming pool.....

Day 3:

Going for the treetop walk.on the way saw rainbow!!!! nice ryte... hahas. so the trees was so taller.Yes, taller than syazwan.

50m off ground.

To be continued........

Guess Who's Back

2008-06-14T16:56:00.005+08:00

back home.
Safe and Sound.
Suddenly, Singapore feels so much hotter...
hahas.

The flight home this morning drained all my energy out.
Pictures : Next Post!!!
IF i can transfer. there seems to be a problem.
But perth was really nice.
the scenery so pretty.

okae. enuff for now.
i suddenly crave for some nasi goreng la sehh.
too much fish and chips probably.
hahas.

Be back on monday.
Work.work.work.

take care earthlings.
Pink Craze.

is it right for u to noe.

Labels Or Love

2008-06-08T14:48:00.002+08:00

okae. final post.
7 hours and 30 mins more.
finished packing.
all done. =)
be back next saturday.
so prepare ur banners okae.
hahs.

good bye everyone,
take care all of u,
study hard,
stay strong.
bye.
MISS ME!!!! hahas.

Aye Kangaroo!

2008-06-06T23:56:00.003+08:00

Less than 48 hours to the perth trip, and my luggage is not yet fully packed.

torchlight
camera
luggage
shirt
pants
lip balm
winter sweater
snow cap
glove

and that onli makes half of my luggage.
hahas
the other half?

hairdryer
wax
panadol
water bottle
slipper
shoes
socks
polo-tees
travel adaptor
ziploc bag
teddy bear
Pending to bring inside : (Syazwan, Syarifuddin)

and lots2 more......
hahas.
i cant wait......
i cant wait.....
i cant wait.....
i cant wait....
i cant wait....

Take care earthlings.
It's not the end yet. It's Just the Beginning. hahahahahhahahhas

HIS

2008-05-29T22:17:00.003+08:00

One more post to the 100th post yaw!!!
hahas. achievement or waddd.....
huahua.

family away for the weekend to malacca,
i haf the whole house to myself!!!!!
nope,
i still haf to work,
bukit batok tis tyme.

It's hard to believe.

Metamorphosis.

2008-05-25T21:31:00.005+08:00

Went to watch Gentarasa 2008: Metamorphosis with the Sec 2s and Cikgu Annaliza.....
Thanks to her for calling last minute and giving us free tix... hehe.
Pictures:

Edited pic. shud seen the real one. hehe

Syarif,me, Cikgu Annaliza, my classy teacher yaw.
The Durian and the durian-lover.
U can camwhore aniwhere yaw..
Sec 2 boys... hahas. they wear the same t-shirt!blood la kirekan...

Syarif and sec 2s.

Esplanade...
Its Thorns....
The Singapore Flyer.....
The City. My island home.
Zebra Crossing.....

So the performance was okae....

i dont quite understand it.

but syarif, the one hu haf art in his blood. blood type A+ , R+ , T+. does understand.

Sitting in the middle of ppl hu doesnt noe how to behave was a limiting factor u noe....

Tat's all. =)

GD LUCK FOR THOSE TAKING MOTHER TONGUE O LEVEL TOMORo.

Full Speed Ahead

2008-05-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

okae approximately, 150 days to O level.
wake up guys
wake up girls
put aside that psp boys
put aside those shopping girls
take out ur tys boys
take out ur tys girls
focus boys
concentrate girls.

Study hard.
Get to that school.
be happy.

Lens.

2008-05-17T20:31:00.008+08:00

My 3-D world through the technology called camera:

Firstly, Burfdaes:

Dearest mother. happy burfdae. =)

Dinah. happy 16th burfdae!

Rifhan,Kerinting Girl. Happy to u too.!

Random-ness:
The Colours Of Proteins, Starch And Fats.

Ms Tan's Sweet Letter.

Trying Out New Specs.

The Two Menace of the lab. Nickson like pai kia.

The Colours Of Life: Donuts.

Swimming.

Me And Marinah.

Dinah's Bodyguards. hahas.

Sleeping beauty: Chin Hee!!! =)

Me And Lydia. :) :) :) :) :)

Cicak-man.

Topman's New Ambassador.

The Guys whom elizabeth labelled as Nerds.

This was long time ago, the saluran-i champs.

Tibe-tibe sehh. hahas.

I will promise to motivate myself to finish all the 18 past year exam papers that mdm jo gave.

imust.imust.imust.imust.

Gd luck. Gd Nyte.

iLY.

2008-05-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

No. not deleting this holy blog.
it should live for a longer period of time. hahas.
should update properly tomoro aite?

-take care.

Hey girl..
is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world,
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away?
I just can't seem to understand.

Fiction.

2008-05-09T21:24:00.004+08:00

I updated yaw.
but not the way sum of u may expect it to be.
hahs.
its friday night.
I was bored.
So i decided to put my naration skill to the test.
so here it goes.

Once upon a time,
there live a girl name, Dorothy.
her life was average.
but she face problems.
and she doesnt want to face it alone.
she confides.
she complaints.
she craves for love.
she got one.
everything seems perfect.
but onli problem is.
she is selfish.
no, not that selfish.
she only cares about her feelings,
she demands perfection.
she demands attention.
she cannot stand every little mistake her love makes.
her love was patient.
her love remained silent.
there was nothing he could do.
he dont want to lose her.
he dont want to hurt her.
as days passed,
he changed,
he became more isolative.
the world was nothing to him except for his love.
dorothy, meanwhile,
just didnt realise,
how much her love treasure her
how much her love desperately tried to make her happy.
she just didnt realise,
but she still live in her own world.
where only her demands and perfectionity matters.
till one day,
her love committed a small mistake.
she was furious,
she reprimanded him,
she ignored him,
her love was in pain,
there was nothing that he could do to calm her down.
he cried,
he teared,
when the matter cleared,
he thought it was going to be fine,
but tragically,
it ended.
the gurl was just not interested in him animore.
wad to do.
hahas

hahas..... okae okae. its getting lame.
hahas.
tis story is purely fiction.
no resemblance of the living and the dead.
random pls.
dont terase.
hahas.
take care. =)

Take A Bow.

2008-04-19T05:30:00.004+08:00

"one's a hopeless romantic."
its quite true.

Drop It.

Cos there's a reason for me to be happy.=)

Congratulations to my loveable class, 4/5 for winning the overall champ for the mass run...!!
I thought it was an achievement since we were "audiences" during the sports carnival....heee :)
And shaking hands with mrs thong up on stage is scary and memorable at the same time.....
standing beside gargantuan boys is also another, not to forget.....
but sumthing to forget.....
ms tan's disappearing act....
omg...
how disappointed we all felt....
when all class's form teachers can go and represent their class in getting sumthing to be proud of....
even mr tsung...
and she was inside the staff-room...
we were all angry...
with some of us thinking, she's in there marking her physics...
omg...
dont wish for it to be true....
aniwae, the trophy isnt with us, it broke while violet was taking it...
freaky...

some said,
i will just break down.
.its stronger.

2008-04-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

loving a person is not possessing.
its about seeing the person happy.
if one day,her heart is not with you,
then let her go,
even though its really painful.

A fever you can't sweat out.

2008-04-13T20:31:00.004+08:00

Mosquito-feast.
10 ml of blood donated to them.
What a good deed.....
huahua.
that feeling, you just cant get it here.

Homeworks
are
meant
to
be
done
at
home.
Comments
are
meant
to
be
told
in
front
of
the
person
not
behind
his/her
back.
=)

Farewell.

2008-04-11T18:29:00.002+08:00

Proper post.

Be going for a little camp in a short while.

so take care,

earthlings,

to riversidians,

enjoy ur speech day tomoro.

take photos kae.

to syarifuddin,

syazwan,

zailan,

shamim loo,

yazid,

happy serving guest tomoro.

to syafiqah and umaira,

happy gossip-ing without me.

huahua.

to ashrul,

HAPPY BURFDAE!!!!

enjoy ur cake yaw.

to rifhan,

njoy ur art!!!

to shadrina,

enjoy ur a maths!!!

to dinah,

enjoy orchard!!!

to mardhiah,

enjoy ur weekend!!!!

to ais,

i'll miss u. =)

take care of urself kae,

cubit2 winnie the pooh jek,

next week can normal routine... hahas.

nanti when i am away,

it wont rain kan ais? hee...

love u.

and to the rest

who i may forget,

i dont mean to forget u all,

but my memory is running out of space.

huahua.

take care earthlings.

-farid here, farid there.

stop and stare.

2008-04-08T21:34:00.002+08:00

Endure.
A little is a blessing, too much is a wonder.
i'm sorry.

huahua

2008-04-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

how cute can babies get.. huahua.

Hiatus

2008-04-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

hu says guys can't haf mood swings..

the mood swinging like a pendulum.

tell me why.

Pretty Flu.

2008-03-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

The past...

And now the present!

hahas.. 4/5, we play hard, study hard okae? we take pictures oso must be very hard. =)

huahua. pretty flu. u infected me. i got class tomoro. nvm.

me and u. under the umbrella. loves.=)

All Good Things Come To An End

2008-03-24T21:33:00.004+08:00

So yeah the Sports Carnival on 20th march have just ended... everyone had fun ryte???

4/5: even though we onli won bananas, we still had fun ryte? esp dodgeball... hee... Maincomm: We Did a great job!!! we ended on tyme, everything went as planned. Now there is no more sc, no more reasons to lepak at workroom ryte guys? aww.. Had fun with u guys... esp the meetings and the overnyte!!! Pictures Time!!!!

The Time: 1.03 but we are still working.

Shadow Of The Night.....
Everyone: Look Left!
Now Turn Right....!

And At last.. Pizza Anyone?

Keeping My Promise. :)

2008-03-19T17:35:00.001+08:00

Updated.
Outdated.

gtg.
Byee..

Pfft.

2008-03-15T22:40:00.005+08:00

not only once did it happen.

-and only a word?

Action!

2008-03-13T21:54:00.010+08:00

Alahai......huahua

The Moment...
Us And The Organisers.
Us And Bukit Panjang-ers.

Our Bestfriend For The Day.

Just Before The Performance. seram la sehh.
What a Moment. huahua
Us And Mr Rafaat Hamzah...
Our Number 1 Fans.....

At The Start Of The Day....
The other way.
plethora of poses.
Lenggak- Lenggok.....
Okae.......

No words could describe the feeling at that particular moment....

Thanks gempaqers for everything....

i savour every single moment we were together...

may the bond be stronger....

work it harder make it better do it faster make us stronger....(kanye west - stronger)

Been having lessons since wednesday..... and my eyes have been swolen la sehh....

Excessive rainings...

excessive homeworks....

cant wait for 20th march... weeee *End*

to my dearest..
its been 5 months...

but my feelings for u never changed, it stays the same.....

although we face afew challenges... we manage to solve it... kan, kan?

i always treasure every single moment i have with u...=)

love u.=)

Something Worth Posting....huahuahua

2008-03-09T21:48:00.004+08:00

CONGRATS TO ALL GEMPAQ-ERS for winning SECOND in the GPA competition.

It was worth it la sehh.
Titik peluh kiter selamer nie, was worth it!!!!
huahuahuahua....
Yerp, the pics are with me..... mintak kae?
Aniwae, Thanks to all supporters for coming down...
malay dancers...
Teachers...
And those who gave well wishes..
Pics: Next post...huahuahuahua

i miss u.=)

Down To Earth

2008-03-07T23:13:00.001+08:00

Black Is The New Black.
1/2 of the gempaqers crew...

Yeah, Tomoro's the GPA ( Gema Puisi Artistik) a.k.a (announce poems artistic...hahas)
We Practices Real Hard Today, Even Though Slight Mishaps Such As The-Chairs-In-The-Halls....
And Alas, after more than a month perah-ing otak to come out with puisis and steps.
This Is It Guys and girls..... Do our best we can, enjoy ourself okae..Fun, Friendship And Fairplay
Special Thanks To Others Who Contributed for example the malay dancers who came out with the steps and both cikgu anna and cikgu syarifah. Thank You Very The Much!
Esplanade anyone? hahas.

-Gempak Gempaqers!=)

2008-03-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

Enlightened.

2008-02-13T21:08:00.004+08:00

Talking to the both of the gentlemans... really enlightened me in what to do next.
To Mr Rudy, good luck yao, ur secret is with me yao. dont worry aite, ader problem just picit me tau.
To Mr Dinny, Thanks....
u all made me realised sumthing which i could haf realised along time ago... yerp, i get it now...
no pointing fingers, no words, no further actions...
Understand me.
Plain. Simple. Boring.

-it was the first tyme i teared tis year=)
i feel hurt. =)

Hateful.

2008-02-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

For The Third Straight Game, One Of Our Members Get Sent-off.... And the latest casualty, Nabil.... Grr... Playing against a team with more players is never easy i tell u... it requires the correct mentality.... Grr...

On A brighter note, the LONG LONG LONG holiday is coming....
Shud Catch up on sleep and studies....

And i am officially declared stressed.
with busy schedules, and hectic homeworks...
it wont be soon before long that i will burst out....
And when i am stressed, i become "loose", when i become "loose", usually zailan, sitting beside me will suffer.... he will haf to endure my enthusiasm and crazi-ness.

i feel ur pain, i wont stop trying to cheer u up. i promise. i wont stop bringing smiles back to ur face. ily.=) one more week.=)

Learning Journey.

2008-01-25T20:57:00.000+08:00

So pictures From terminal 3....: Not that fantastic, due to the time constrain.
But it was fun actually...
Cam-whoring, a new hobby....

Just reached, but departing oready?

Shamim, muke maintain ah. hahas.=)

So when's the yunnan flight? lol.

Zailan: Which airline to geylang lorong 5?

He talk, i cam-whore. hahas. =)

Escalating down...

So Not glam!

The water fountain structure. one of the reason why terminal 3 cost 1.85 billion.

No, i am not hugging him....=)

Don't Get the wrong idea ah.... hee.

The view From on top, Boarding passes only.

Changi's most expensive recycling bin.....

Changi's most stylish clock.

There's a fengshui behind this structure. Serious!

Kiddies!!! So cute...

The Place....

The Tropical Feature.

Bloopers: Dinah!!! hahas.

Hahas, no comments.

So cute!!!

Same at the top, except for the new classmate, the most right.... hahas.

Welcome To The Water Parade!!!

Enuff said and pictured.

And only when today seems perfect.....

Two Words Totally destroyed it....

its:

"change photo"

grrr.....

Sad la sehh...

Now its a race against tyme to get my new passport ready.....

bleugh...

pls, cher, i want to go, give me four days okae?

-lol.pls, i want go yunnan......!!!!!!!

On a sweeter note, congrats to my frens hu got a1 for their malay paper...

i really am thankful for getting a1 too... yippee..

So gonna work real hard in getting seven more a1s, cheh, impossible is nothing...

-darling, thanks for making me smile when i am down.=) every word u said made me smile=)

-Love u.=)

You're My Thunder.

2008-01-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

An Angry Baby is a hungry baby.=)

I'm Going Terminal 3 tomoro. yay! hahas. =)

Donnoe the reason why i chose that place, partly due to the persistent "pujukan" dari Zailan. hee.
I just got alot of pics to post up but due to time constrain.
Four Things To Look Forward To Tomorrow:

1.O'level Malay Results....
2.Learning Journey.
3.Soccer Selection.

Let's Make it three then... huhu

First few lessons of higher malay in a new environment.... was so.. no comments. duhh, the teacher shouts..
Okae fine, maybe like duhh, its for our own good. its always a DUHHH....
Hoping for the distinction tomoro....A is enuff to keep the spirits running high.:)

January is such an eventful month...
Alot of burfdaes...
Alot of stress.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gfS04zmlAY
Click!!!
listen to it. and maybe, hopefully my school mates will hear it again in 9 months time =)
Guess it yourself, no clues given. hehs.

-Majulah BML students bagi esok, mudah2an A1 bagi sumer....
The skin is only temporary, cos looking through for two hours can make u dizzy....

*Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer =)

-To toot, thanks for understanding my feelings.:) Guardian Angel:)

Disenchanted.

2008-01-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

Pls la ppl, its as if i wanted to be like tis kan?
U dont haf to make me feel ani smaller la sehh.
Pls la, i didnt ask for myself to be small.
So Stop it la sehh.

Changed HML centre, and bad luckly, my soccer competition has changed too. It CLASHES WITH THOSE TWO DAYS.....every year same situation, same kelam-kabut ness. Hu likes it sehh..So my mrt trips will be shortened, i will miss my dear hmt class from anderson sec, and of course the trios, andika, the hawt-best-fren since primary school :), afifah, the geek-looking but very nice and frenly girl, and rashika the tall plus lame lady from canberra sec.:) and not forgetting suhail, adil, dinnie and those indon guys.... oh man. i'll miss u guys sehh. cikgu razilah, thanks for the memories and the teachings. sobs3.

Tis was taken during sec 2, the seluar-pendek-zaman.

Those nonsensical fun we had together, i will cherish it forever. thank u guys :)

And Only You, Aishah.:)

-Disenchanted.

What Makes Me Happy.

2008-01-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

I WANT GO YUNNAN, CHINA!! pls.....

It sounds fun, doing community work over there......
Aniwae, second week of school and everyone is stressed-up oready.
I hate having to come late for almost everything. for training, malay classes and most importantly, meeting u in the morning. :)

I still can't believe this, mr ben told me i was 1.61 m but i still feel so err...okae...short.
U imagine, u stands among the sec 1,2,3 during soccer training and though i am sec 4.. i err. one ...err.. of ...err... the ....err. smallest.
When Is My Turn? hahs.

Have this habit of going to library everyday after school....

Refurnished aim for 2008(although it may seems late):
1. Study My ass off...
2.Achieve Something With The School Soccer Team.
3. Punctuality, number 1. hee:)
4.Learn How To Play KeyBoard!!!
5.Make More Cookies.
6. U noe, i noe. :)
7.That tens of centimetres pls.....

Toodles.:)

If our love was a storybook, we will meet on the first page:) ily.

Tag replies:
Thx everyone for the morale-lifting words....

New Year.

2008-01-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

Sad

2007-12-30T16:37:00.000+08:00

While Everyone around the world is still shocked upon the news of benazir bhutto's death....mix reactions from everyone.be it good or bad, happy or sad..........I was rocked by another very sad news. which was so shocking.hakim from woodgrove sec, u might noe tis.

(Click To enlarge)

There's a reason why i put up tis pic, it concerns a kindergarden fren of mine. 4th from the left, Middle Row.

She had just passed away. She was just 15 years old just like me. I couldnt believe the news but it was true. The fren whom i used to talk with during those days, someone hu's pencils i used to sharpen for without fail. A fren whom i used to play catching with... its really hard to accept it, I used to be close with her..a sweet child.. but why her? I really teared in the toilet. I just couldnt help but to cry. But really, i am so sad upon hearing this news.I just couldnt explain it but although its been nine years, i still feel sumhow close to her and all those people in tat pic.

Diana, jasamu akan dikenangi. Wajahmu disimpan di hati.

Al-fatihah.

but why does this have to happen to her? why her? what if it was me?

Tis wasnt the way i wanted to end the year with. A very sad way.

She was so ready for school next year, ready for the o's. but it never came.

i was so disappointed tat i couldnt go to her funeral.

Why must all this sad things happen? Mengapa ada derita bila bahagia tercipta?

2007 merupakan tahun yang penuh tangisan dan senyuman. thanks for the memories.

U taught me alot 2007. There are those things which i wanted to erase tis year but looking forward is the only way i cud go.

may ur brother, 2008, be a happy one. a fruitful one.

i need to confess, i missed wearing short pants... hahas.... shhhh.......
I will miss slacking during sec 3 as next year study, study, study.
Mr foo, u will also be missed dude. wahahas.

Top 3 things for 2008:

1.O' levels.
2.Goodbye.
3.Tat KL trip planned with frens after o' levels.

Toodles.

in my deepest sadness, u tested my patience. :) ily.

Boo.

2007-12-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

Boo!

tat word.........

I missed saying tat to u........

xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li

errr....

2007-12-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

I Did it again. but tis tyme, its really foolish of me...
I didnt mean to question u, but my negative thoughts got the better of me.
What could i do, i didnt mean aniting hurtful.
But i love u, i love u, i love u, i love u.
I answered ur questions sincerely, those words really came from the bottom of my heart, nowhere else.
I've let u down with that stupid question. I'm sorry.But there was no hidden meaning behind that question love, pls trust me.
I'm Sorrie, ais.
loving u have been the greatest thing that cud happen. i promise u i'll show it to u.
happy christmas to all and selamat hari raya haji..... i may be away now and then.
on a happier note, go hady!! hahas. he rocks my socks. hahas, really he does. the first asian idol. hahs.

i'll show it one day, i promise u. ily. tc.

Holiday

2007-12-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Pictures from the holiday in Kl......:It was fun i tell u.. The cable car ride to genting was so enthralling... hehe. But it rained up there so no outdoor rides....

From Boys To Men...

The Christmas Decoration in Kl

The Hotel Room...

My favourite picture.... remember the guy in commercial the DIGI one?

It may look like a real bus but its actually a shop......

The one of the 3 rides we took in Genting.... It took us 30 minutes of q-ing up.....

Bubble Bath.....

Random-ness......

The view from the hotel room.......

-So Yah, tat is all i cud take cos i keep forgetting to bring the camera out...

-Cant wait for the BBQ with cousins on 29 dec....

Go hady!!!!

-Ily. ku tetap cintai.

Some Photos.

2007-11-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Fatheen, at coswae, before the makeover....

Doing make-uping...

Miss Universe 2017

Cheh....

Other photos, under that house????

-tatas.

Goodbye My Lover

2007-11-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

My love, aishahwarya rai....hehe jkjk...ais. i wud like to wish u goodbye. take care of urself okae?
Enjoy urself....I'll miss u...Put on a smile more often....take care of teddy too

5 days will seem like 5 years...

-Goodbye Cutie pie.....

I Will be away till monday, so cya....Have a great weekend ahead, dont drink and drive, take public transport. Kalau Dunia ini tidak menghisap(menghirup??), kita akan jatuh(If The World Don't Suck, We Will Fall Off)

TSK3.....

2007-11-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Now i have no mood to holiday oready....

Dad lost his wallet containing his IC, Foreign Currencies, and other important stuffs... And now he have no mood too to celebrate our burfdae which coincidentally falls on the same date.... Haiz....May a good samaritan hand it back... I will give u anything u want.. So pls, return the smile back on my father's face..... The Funny thing is tat my father donnoe how or where he lost it... haiz....

And With my sister being an irritant, spending the holidays, watching Mimpi Manis 1,2 and 3 almost every single day, repeatedly..If not on vcd, she watch it at youtube...haiz, baru primary 3 dah macam no1 fan gituk..... She said it never ever make her feel bored..... haiz... And fighting with her almost everyday really makes me feel kinda bored...hahas...

Haziq, I really want to go that MCR concert la... But then 11 december, maybe cannot la, u go ask the my chemical romance band to tangguh and wait for me to come back boleh tak????? hahas...

-I'll Just Remain Silent........I donneed credits but, u noe la....

Haiz...

2007-11-16T11:43:00.000+08:00

Yerp, Changed My Blog Song YET again....
This time to a nicer song.....and here's the lyrics...

From Album - Unavailable
When I'm Gone Lyrics by Simple Plan

I look around me
But all I seem to see
Its people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It’s like we’re going through the emotions
Of the scripted destiny
Tell me where’s our inspiration
If life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to me

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

Procrastination running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating you’ll wind up left for dead (left for dead)
Life it’s what happens
While you’re busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won’t happen to me

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m goooone
When I’m gooone

Let’s go…!
Won’t look back
When I say goodbye
We’re gonna leave this world behind me
Gonna take what’s mine tonight‘cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You’re gonna wake up feeling sorry
‘cause life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to you

Whoahh
No we’re not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh
We wont come back, the world its coming out
Whoahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

-I feel so miserable....
I think i dont matter to u animore
I just donnoe wad to sae.
but ily. Honestly.....

Love That I Love You

2007-11-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

Yerp, its been a week since i updated... and yeah here i am....

Last Friday, went to the Esplanade to watch a play, "wangi jadi saksi".. And the plot was incredible... And wangi played by deanna yusof, was so hawt, she burns my eyes...haha jkjk...Ais, u hotter kae?(Maybe...hahas joking2)....hahas...Niwae, everyone was so dressed up for the occasion...And I even have to bought a "optimus-prime face buckle" to be worn on that day...no, not spiderman...its optimus prime...hahas... Syarif smart seyy, tuck in hahas.... cute pun..hahas..kalau cikgu buat lagi kan best....hahas, niwae after the show, it was 10 plus and we were planning to go to al-ameen to eat, but first syafiq masod back out, nabil who doesnt want to board the last train backed out too...hahas, at last, we all went to burger king....ouh..

Some Pictures:

Before Boarding The Bus....(From Left, yazid, me, mardhiah, syariffuddin..)

This One looks the same, cumer syazwan jekk sibok(The one with the widest smile)huhu..jkjk

The Dudes(Sorry it was dark...)

Yes this one Abit brighter wahahahas( niwae hyrul, asal kene tutup mater? hahas...Zailan is just showing his friendship not affection hahas...jgn salah anggap yer...)

Waiting For Show to start, take picture first la...

Yerp, shikin and mard front row, udin and me back row...

Hyrul is very bad at posing...hahas

At MALE toilet, Irfan macam org buta ah.....

And I noticed that some of u seems to have a problem with the tag board...hahas, repeated tags, cool ryte?

MANUAL:

1. Type in Ur name at the bottom, top left corner....

2.Type in Ur Message that u want to say...hahas

3.This is the confusing part, u either press "GO" at the bottom right hand corner, or u press the "enter" bar on your keyboard...Then press refresh...WALLLA!

Hahs....

-A month passed so fast, and it was wonderful cos i get to go through it with u....I love and miss u, ais...Cheer up tau...Love That I Love You..

Hands Held High

2007-10-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

Firstly, going out to peeps hu is going to take mother tongue O's and those who taking O's Good luck. Chiong kae? Make Riverside Proud okae?

Aniwae Pictures:

My Ride.....

Dika's cute brother and me........

Me carrying 'superman'. lol

Bwek!

Penggantiku biler aku pencen nanti....lol

Tu macam Swing tau Adi....

Tyme untuk the real spiderid plak...lol..

Left : Cute, Right : Step Cute....Aniwae spiderid pun jalan raye tau....

Teaching Adi How To Play Card.....

the ex-WGPS peeps....thanks u all....

Weee.... So let the pictures say all those words i tried to say....

-Ais, Ily....

Skeptics And True Believers

2007-10-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

This post will be quite long......
Firstly, I would Like To Say Thanks To These Kind Souls:

Fot That Enjoyable Bowling Games on Tuesday, 23 october 2007. Hehe: (Not according to Merit)

Syazwan, Syarif, Yazid, Zailan, Syafiq Metal, Mardhiah, Ashikin, Rifhan, Shadrina,Yohannis.
The Bowling Trip Was worth it la, i got to say, i enjoyed myself, But cud haf enjoyed more shud ais have followed...hehe, nvm lah, next time kae?

For That Enjoyable Swimming Trip to Chua Chu Kang Swimming complex on Thursday, 25 October 2007:

Syazwan(again), Syarif(Again.....), Syafiq Metal(Again!!!!!), Irfan Azaman...
It was fun la, eventhough i wasn't in the mood that day, u all forced me to go and thanks, it did cheer me up abit, We scratched each other, Fought the 'waves' haha, and me being disadvantaged in terms of height, they tried to drown me in the deep pool haha, lucky u all saved me u noe.....Played The Slide like 15 months old kids, screaming haha, syafiq metal leading the shouting.haha. But really guys thanks, it made me forget my sorrows for a while....hehe

For The Advices And Cheering up:
Fiqah, Umaira, Mard, Zailan and org org yang sewaktu dgn nyer...huhu

-Some Pictures( Mixture Of Hari Raya and Watsoever):

Jejaka Di Sebelah Kiri, Farid, Jejaka Di sebelah kanan, Faizal. Almost Same ryte the face?

Me And My Stoink-Face Bro..huhu

Jambu Tak Adikku? Huhu, Tgk Saper abang dier....huhu

Tis One In Casual Wear Playing Soccer Table.....

They Called him selenge, belo, cute, ke ai...apaper je la.....

Warning! Only For Girls Above 16 only....haha....Jkjk...

Nie Sumer Step Emo-Kids, haha, take pictures at tangga....Huhu

Presenting: Highly Emotional Kiddos!

Mcm Samer jek eh sumer, huhu, Nice one guys, no comments....huhu

Not All Posts Can Be Happy although it seems to be.....

-To Whom it may concern,

Nvr have i thought that u may have to resort in doing these type of things without bukti-bukti.....Firstly, we didnt hide it from everyone, We didnt want to heboh okae? Aper gunenyer sumer org kene tau....... Kiter tak perlukan limelight la pls.....
Tersinggung perasaan aku membacanya, Ku Tidak pernah ingin bertelingkah dengan kau, tapi ku hanya ingin menegakkan keadilan.....Ku berani mengaku segala2 perkataanku pada hari itu memang menurut segala perasaanku....Ku berani berkata ku minta maaf. Dah, Cukup. Henti. Stop. Terminate. And I am not trying To Step Baik over here lah eh, its just tat i am not good in fighting la. But If U were To Start A War, Fight urself la eh...... Seperti Kawan2 ku telah nasihat: Let Her Be. Cukup Di Sini jela eh, Aku Tak kuasa nak bertekak lagik la eh.... Aku Takkan Jeling, Aku Takkan Kutuk Kau la eh. Aku manusia yang TAK suka bergaduh. Its up to kau la eh, nak percaya ke tak. Cos Like i told u last tyme, wat goes around comes around.....

-ily....Where Were You?

The Weekend

2007-10-10T17:45:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i changed my blogskin, bcos of hari raya. Hari raya kan sumer kene baru, huhu.Aniwae Selamat Hari Raya okae everybody? To my frens, maafkan dosaku kae, halalkan makan minum ku. C u guys next wednesday for the checking of papers......

Forgot to blog about last weekend......Yeah and so, last saturday, firstly my bro's gf came over to make kuih,Huhu, and we had a hell of a tyme. They were shocked to see my 'skills' in making kuih.....Some Pictures:

Nie, tgh step busy jekk.....huhu

Nampak sedap kan? kalau nak dtg lah.....

Nie abgku dgn muka 'stoink' tgh cat pintu.......

Lepas penat buat kuih kene posing lah plak.......

After making kuih, went to geylang for the Fifth tyme in the space of three weeks....So tat is why my results will come out 'fantastic'. Seriously, u can never resist the temptation of going that place......Aniwae went there for last shoppings.....Went home at about Two in the morning....Happy-go-lucky ryte?

-Isly

Omg, My Results...

2007-10-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

Omg, my results are so gonna suffer like tis.....

Tomoro is the all-important A maths paper and my TEXTBOOKS AND FILES ARE SLEEPING SOUNDLY IN MY SCHOOL LOCKER....AHHHHHHH.....

How seyy, all i have is practice papers and sum assignments marked with answers and they are the last two chapters only?????

OMG2 i cant fail this paper if i want to get myself into my dream school after my O's, Jc....ahhhh

Why? Why? Why?

I am so s-t-r-e-s-s-e-d!!!!!!

Extensive outings during this exam period have contributed to this type of feelings....AHHH....

AHHHH......

Apology...

2007-10-06T12:46:00.000+08:00

Wahai Kamu,

Ku boleh merasakan kemarahanmu, kebencianmu namun ketahuilah, bahawa bukan niatku untuk memburukkan namamu kerana ku benar benar tidak menyangka aku akan membuat kesilapan sebegini. Ku ingin betul betul minta maaf. Ku tidak memberitahu sesiapa apa2 pun. Tidak pernah terlintas di fikiranku untuk memberitahu sesiapa apa apa yang ku mengetahui.

Percayalah, ku bukan seburuk yang disangka kan, ku bukan lah gergaji yang bermata dua,Ku bukan mulut tempayan yang suka membuka rahsia dan hal ehwal semasa yang kepunyaan org lain, tidak, ku bukan sebegitu. ku tidak pernah ketahui perkara sebenar yang membayangi mu, Benar, pertanyaanmu hari itu membuat ku bingung, apakah yang telah ku beritahu kepada si dia, ku dalam kebingungan lalu menjawab soalanmu tanpa usul periksa.

Di sini ku ingin meminta maaf, jika ku membuat apa apa kesilapan, ku tahu that trust wont come easy again tapi percayalah ku bukan seorang yang tidak boleh dipercayai, seorang yang menyakitkan hati org lain demi kepentingan diri sendiri, benar ku ingin meminta maaf. Ku harap ia tidak berulang lagi.

-Minta maaf sekali lagi, bukan niat ku untuk memburukkan namamu kerana ku benar benar menghormatimu.....

Bukan berkenaan dengan perkara di atas,
Yes call me kental, saying sorry on the blog, call me anything u like,but i am just being a gentleman saying sorry cos i have caused sumone to get hurt. U ppl can never get it........

-I need to disappear.....

Social as in Social.....

2007-10-02T12:11:00.000+08:00

Social Studies, Never even managed to finish the SEQ question on northern ireland......

History tomoro, never even started memorising the notes....Stalin Or Hitler? Hitler Or Stalin?
To Angie, I chose......Stalin...huhu

Now all i need is my sleep and my revision to pass me by today....

Wait, there's maths paper 1 tomoro oso....omg.....Two papers in a day...buay tahan ah....

Sorry mard and the rest hu smsed me, cant reply ur sms at the moment.....Dont worry there are other means of communication ryte.....Huhu..

kae gtg out,Find a place to de-stress(oops, vulgar word....)

-Thank you.

Problem

2007-09-29T15:26:00.000+08:00

Okae, i will tell myself not to get in this matter cos, i won't blow up this problem....

I only wish for u all to resolve it peacefully, set aside all ur egos.....Sit down together have a nice chat... And everything will turn out fine......

Yes, i admit everyone have talk bad things behind people back before, yes everyone must have done bad things, so yeah u win......

Currently Busy Mugging for the last exam for this year....

It's tat tyme of the year again,

Where all our books and notes come out,

Where Lights Turn on even after midnight,

Where Libraries are full of people....

It's the End-Of-Year once again.....

Here's Wishing everyone good luck and hope u all can pass with flying colours.....

-isly.....

2007-09-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

Let's Make it short and simple,

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE SISTER, FATHEEN!!!!!!

May ur wish come true with a very good brother around.....huhu.....

Tats all,Goodbye everybody, happy thursday!

-She Strikes Again.......

2007-09-25T17:06:00.000+08:00

Today was okay, oral was brisk, school was fun with ah kong fenguin around, huhu....

On the way home, saw an old man who burst into tears, sitting at a particular spot on a void deck donnoe for watever reasons, me being emotional felt so sorry for that man, almost teared too,he made me realise something.....

Life isn't always beautiful, even for both young and old,

Yes, you may have all the wealth u wanted, all the fame u ever dreamt off, but someday sometyme, u will face problems, setbacks, upsets and challenges.....

Alot of us do not realise that,

Sometymes i wish that everyone including that man to have happiness.....

This world to be peaceful, no war, no conflicts.....to that man, if u can read this, dont worry tau, i am sure there is light at the end of the tunnel....smile :)

-OKae my promotion of world peace will end here, to be continued....

-Hate? huhu....kekek seyy.....(phrase of the day)

-I do not wish to delete my tags even though it may criticise me, bcos i noe those tags are there for me to reflect on wat i have done....they are there simply for me to become a better person....bcos i am here to learn(huhu.....)

Being Spiderman For A Day

2007-09-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

The Weekend couldn't be any fun-ner.huhu.. First saturdae night...Went geylang
(The shopping place not the district ah)......pictures!

Have u seen this man? He stoods there like a stone and when sumone puts money inside the bag in front of him, then he moves.....Good idea....

This one when he stood still....his body, face everything except his eyes all same colour.....

Then sunday was even better, Stayed at cousin house....And i found a spiderman suit and decided to be spiderman for a day....huhu....Pictures!

First, Testing my mask not to reveal my identity....huhu

Posing.... Testing for spider-web....

Testing my suit....Stuck-up face....

Wah, u c i can climb walls.....Cute ryte? haha, actualli rotate the picture onli....

This One Spiderman looks like cicak man.....

Me A.K.A Spiderman-for-a-day admiring my own poster.....

After a hard day of saving lives, even heroes need to pray....(huhu, tis one posing onli, not real)

huhu, fun ryte.....Haha, okae gtg combat the flu bacteria in me.....Good luck everybody for EOYs.....

-Ur friendly neighbourhood, spideridman

2007-09-21T14:52:00.000+08:00

Okae i am fed up, TOTALLY FED UP!!!!

To tat tagger, pls stop using my fren's name(ziq) and worse, tag like tat when did i ever cry to u, why ppl like u have such shallow thought, here i am offering my help, and there u are...... u really dont have a life, do u? At least tell me ur real name and we can sit down and talk.....Get a life lah dude, just by cheering ppl up, u dont have to create stories ryte?

And to the tagger before hym, no offence la, tapi cuba kamu fikir lebih matang boleh tak, aper salah nyer kalau aku cuba tolong beri nasihat kat kawan aku,seriously la, aku niat baik nak tolong org, abir korang ader mengkritik aku, bukan aku takleh kene kritik tapi tolong munasabah ah kritik nyer tu....

-C la no mood oready to blog, Finelah...Say whatever u want to say. May everything have a hikmah nyer.....

Ban

2007-09-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah after days of debating, there will no longer be a ban of computer only curfew...Quite okae oready....This few days, concentration in class have been depleting, donnoe is it due to the lack of glucose concentration in my body or maybe its just the mood....

To red nose.... dont be sad okae.... Dont cryla, maybe tat guy have his reasons for wadever he said through sms, just be strong.....Just dont cryla...I will try to help with wadeva i can do....U just try to forget ur problems kae?

-Muhammad Yazid Bin Haji Ghazali, selamat meraikan hari lahir yang ke lima belas, make sure fikiran lebih matang, huhu, taklah, moga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, semoga jodoh tu berkekalan abadi, moga moga hidupmu disinarkan dengan cahaya....Huhu...Mine? 3 months to go....

Last session

2007-09-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Okae ppl, tis will be my last post before i am gone, i meant away for studies in singapore(huhu). Parents have been complaining that my grades are slipping and its tyme to get serious on my studies, yeah so here we go.....So will be away for quite sum tyme from MSN or blogging.....
So gonna miss u ppl, If u all feel like talking to me, vibrate my phone oryte? i meant send sms lah(huhu)
thank u, to ppl hu have been making my chatting session very entertaining for example, haziq,mai,fadhil, abri,fiqah, maira, syarifuddin, syazwan, irfan,shahila,zaman silamku,aishah, mardhiah, terry, benjamin, belle, juliana, sharon,mr foo, syafiq saad, syafiq bahreen and etc.... thanks for the memories......

* to Muhammad syarifuddin bin daud, happy burfdae yang kelima-belas, harap dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, cepat dapat jodoh(huhu). Kae bye ppl.....

Immature seyy....

2007-09-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

Yes, i admit i wasn't matured in my thinking yet.... What i said during the previous posts was so immature.... So immature seyy..... Really make my water face drop..... i meant the post i deleted, its really immature of me to say all tat...Rest assured i will think more maturely......

Never mind, ayam terlepas tangan berbau tahi......

On a happier note..... first week of new term, ok okae lor.....Except for the fasting part, okae okae lor..... Terry was so sporting..... Fast for one day but succumbed to exhaustion okae wad, at least he got try......

Then today, mr sani really undescribable....He made my whole row stand up and skip in front of the school, then called out my name summore.....

Aniwae i would like to thank two kind souls, zailan and aishah(red nose) for staying back just to wait for me and teach me maths during thursday... u all so kind...

Bleugh.....

2007-09-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

1st day of school cannot be anymore slacky sey....Been slacking from first period until last period......Nabil dah buang sumer dosa kat kepala dier(haha)Botak seyy nabil......Dgr2, ramai nak ikut jejak dier....Hehe, been thinking of botak-ing my hair....but no guts la...scared kena laugh at......

Aniwae today soccer training was a bore: only 10 people attended and i kept getting scoldings from the coach.....Firstly, i hate it when he calls me "sarawak" for no apparent reason, wait actually he always call me tat, But then its quite cute lor, when he kept calling me "sarawak".He said my face look like the tribal people over there....Funny ryte? i made-in-singapore okae? Secondly,the traditional games in the hall was fun lar just now, enjoyed jumping around with syazwan, irfan, nabil(botak),khairul and syafiq bahreen. We were just like kids seyy......

Exam is starting on 21 september 2007 ryte? summore this saturday Higher Malay End Of Year Examination. Seen a rare change in me, i now can concentrate fully. Yay! Even though sometimes cannot tahan boring lesson, disturb ppl by sms, eat oreo under table. Lucky got zailan sitting beside me, lydia behind and shirli too...They so funny sey....Shamim have been thinking of vengeance this few days, its about fong zi hao who rammed the soccer ball into violet's face last week....Shamim ah, y so caring ah...haha....

-Never have i for a moment, for a second, hated you......

Short and Simple

2007-09-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

gue tau lah gue bukan sepopular seperti kamu, buat kamu hidup ini seperti mimpi yang indah, segalanya cukup.....Rupa ader.... kalau nak dibandingkan dgn gue. apelar gue ader... Rupa takder, pendek...buat aperlah orang nak pandang gue..... bukan macam kamu, lelaki maner yang tak nak bersama kau....... cumer ingatla. wat goes around comes around..... Just remember, u are having fun on the expense of other boys misery.....

Nvm, tats all i got to say.... i hope u r happy and feeling well.....I am not going to repeat wat i said on the previous post....Just live on.....May i move on...

BZ weekend......

2007-09-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Bz weekend but quite fun as well... Saturday night: Went to Wedding Dinner......My cousin: Mr Azri From the singapore police force marrying his companion: ms faizah...Fun sey, held at the aloha chalet....Alot of funny incidents happened, haha. then sunday the wedding itself..became kendarat.....so fun seyy..........Some Pictures:

The CUTE guy who made my day....ARSYAD!!!!

Yup, its me and the couple and my cousin.....

Aiyo, ni salihin la ni tak tau ambik gambar....haha.....

Me And kakak Shuhaidah

Nothing to do with the topic but it was us ex woodgrovers on teachers day.....

Us in the car..

mouth wide open..

The 'hot' chicks.....fatheen and Anis!!!!

And i wud like to thank the people who came to tag and cheer me up..those are : Mard, Rifhan, Ashikin, Shahila, Maisurah. Its really nice of u all..But unfortunately, my sorrows are not cured completely, there is another person left hu can really make me the way i am before, perhaps u all noe...this whole week will be quite bz with classes, soccer training.....And perhaps some soul searching(haha) Aniwae again, i really appreciate u ppl hu tried to cheer me up....

loving a person is not possessing.its about seeing the person happy.if one day,her heart is not with you,then let her go,even though its really painful. all u have to do is be happy when she is... Just some wise words from some Flowerpodder ( a society?)

-I wont stop wishing u good nyte, bcos i really want u to have a good nyte so that tomoro u will wake up to a good morning and be that same girl that i will keep on loving......

Situation Going Out Of Hand

2007-08-31T18:05:00.000+08:00

To all who have been asking,

I do not noe whether it is over or not......

The question have been bugging me all the time...So it would help if you all stop asking...Let her decide.....You can't force someone to love you, all I can do is just to love and be someone who can be loved.....Loving someone is not possessing that person's feelings....... Whatever it is, my feelings for her wont change.....I still believe that there is still a chance...But only she noes.....

-My tears are all dried up....

Saturday

2007-08-26T21:51:00.001+08:00

Yesterday had a fun tyme asking for donations at Yishun Mrt and Woodlands mrt for our flag day, enjoyed the day with, zailan, benjamin, shamim, bruno, priscilla and violet.......Aniwae all generous singaporeans except for some well-dressed high-paying jobs kind of ppl who never even look at me.....wad sia.......

Then during the evening went for dinner with my cuzzies.....Had fun before going for karaoke deep in the night fun sey.....Aniwae they say my voice was very rocking sia......

Cute in the middle.......haha

I dont wear specs, the ones i am wearing are without degrees....

Me with small kids.......

In The Car, with us cousins.....

Cousin said my face nerd in this picture....

Handsome sia......Self-praising.....

Me with my cousins......

Before eating, Farid on the right, Irwan on the left.....

Eating, not glam sey picture....

The venue.......

Us in the karaoke room........

Jiwang Mode

2007-08-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl, aniwae today post very mushy mushy, so those hu cant take it........run away

Today never get to see her face made me change into my jiwang mode.....or english says lovey-dovey mode

Suddenly sumthing came into mind..... A pantun or puisi tulus ikhlas dari hati dan 100 percent original takder copy copy dari sumber sumber yang tertentu... was meant for her( U noe hu)

So here we go:

Dua Minggu pertama kita bersama....

segalanya indah bakkan syurga......

Bagiku kau cantik seperti bidadari.....

Seperti Aishwarya rai memakai sari......

Ku mencurahkan kasih sayang......

Kata-kata manis yang tak terbilang..........

Namun tiba sifat bimbang....

Ku khuatiri minggu ketiga segalanya akan berubah.....

Kamu enggan bersemuka......

Ku tetap akan menunggumu walau kau tak tiba.....

Ku menyalahkan diriku sendiri jika ia benar....

Namun cintaku enggan bertukar.....

Kemarahan di hatimu......

Sifat rindu di hatiku.........

Ku tetap tidak mahu menyerah diri......

Ku ingin mengekalkan cinta di hati...

Apa salahku?

Apa silapku?

Mungkin aku yang suka berdiam diri........

Punca elegi sepi........

So sayang......

Tolong bilang.........

Jangan kamu suffer in silence........

Dont make tis LOVE a nonsense.......

you may hate me for all i care.......

but remeber my love for u will always be there........

i may not be perfect for u.......

But 1 plus 1 is two.........

So love gif me a sign which i will always knew......

cos sayang i will always love u.........

Love u, cinderella

Yah, i noe it is so mushy, lovey-dovey....but love changes ppl ryte? haha.... in the middle of the night suddenly popped out the idea of making this ..... so ppl enjoy

-Do you love me bcos i am beautiful or am i beautiful bcos u love me?

Life- The way It Is

2007-08-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

dddssssddcccwrinrinrin

Exam period.....

Never get my sleep............

English okae, Social studies very the easy,

Today debated with mdm matthews on which humanities subject more important, i started by saying that without people not noeing how the earth started which is history there is no geography.....And she was like WITHOUT THE GEOGRAPHICAL LIFE WOULD YOU STUDY HISTORY?........Okla okla she wins.........

Aniwae Tomoro history test....and Germany's the topic.....Whatever....

Aniwae enjoy very much sitting in front of choon han with his ridiculous but cute and funny jokes......

Tats all, to her enjoy your day......

Two Choices

2007-08-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

-Confession of a Confused Friend/Guy....

Dear friends, here i am out to explain the matter that has been lingering on ur minds for this past few weeks. Firstly i would like to say that i wasnt desperate, i wasnt out of my mind, i wasnt crazy. It happens while i am still in the right state of mind. I did have a taste of a relationship but i didnt dare to tell u all cos i did not want u to make a joke out of it. I was not jealous of u all bcos of u all havng relationships during this tyme. I just wasnt desperate. I tynk it would be unfair for u all to call me desperate without hearing the truth.

To start, i would like to say that people can change their behaviours if we showed them how to. U all may think that i am being unreasonable to have such relationship with her just bcos she broke ur hearts last tyme. U all might say that i listen to her so much even though i just knew her for a couple of days but i treasure my friends too. I know that my actions might anger u all by not fulfilling some of my promises but i have tried my best. Although i might noe her for such a short tyme but it might still be enough for me to think tat she might change.

Now that it is too late to turn back, u all want me to change my perceptions before she ruin my life. But if she were not to ruin my life? I noe that i might be ridiculous to say this.......I just cant continue living like tis if this were to happened. How i wished i have opted for other schools. if that happened, i wont be here explaining myself for a mistake which i didnt noe i was doing.

Aku tau sepanjang 3 setengah tahun dalam sekola menengah ini tidak pernahku membuat sesuatu yang mungkin menggembirakan kawan kawanku. namun jika aku mematahkan hatinyer, aku akan menyesal juga.Kepada kawan kawan yang berkenaan, berikanlah ku peluang untuk menebus kesalahan aku ini. Masa akan menentukan segala-galanya.Namun aku harus meningatkan bahawa tidak akan pernah ku menyingkirkan mana mana pihak demi keuntungan diri sendiri. Tidak akan pernah terjadi.

-Show me the way...pls

I am So STRESSED

2007-08-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i would like to say that i am so stressed about the common test that everytime i open a book, i will get agitated and went to do sumthing else.....I just cant seem to concentrate for a long tyme....No matter what i will still try, aniwae today was okae except for the part where u went to play soccer with ur frens but get criticised instead........

Secondly, to my cinderella i am sorry for not being with u after school....Wish u had fun going to the dentist just now........Haha.......No matter wat i will try to spend more tyme with u..... and to people if u really disagree with me for being with her, please tell me your reasons, to my malay frens, aku nak ckp yang korang cubalah faham situasi ini......aku tak pernah berubah seh......aku tetap luangkan masa untuk korang untuk main bola walaupun penat abir korang buat aku ini macam maner boleh tahan......... aku tau korang memang against in me being with her tapi aku harap korang btol btol berubah sikap korang terhadap aku.....aku tetap farid yang dulu except for the change in hairstyle.. aper salah yang telah ku lakukan.... pada pihak-pihak yang tertentu aku cumer harap korang hentikan segala kritikan yang selama ini telah ku tanggungi......

Thirdly, i purposely set my font as red u noe y? its national day!! weeee... i feel so sad for not being able to dance with my classmates i just wish i could turn back tyme.....

-060807

Irritating

2007-07-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION HUMANS: NATIONAL DAY IS COMING!!!! WEEEEEEE

Aniwae i got the dance thing to practice and it is just like a week to go......... So paiseh liao.... Aniwae i was forced to join this dance......And those dance steps are like for the so you think you can dance audition......furthermore, the enthusiasm of the gang was running high..walao kekek sey. want to dance in front of the whole school....Lucky she's not this school.. Aniwae the dance sure gonna drop my water face....Haha.....

Complements to benjamin for all his assistance in the dance thing and aniwae he is a GOOD dancer......the rest not mentioned good luck......to people hu is going to watch me dance, pls dont cry or scream or even laugh.....Aniwae the monday today was smooth going, time past in 60 seconds per minute.... that was really fast, aniwae physics okae okae lah....Maths first tyme ms ng very angry but then she never show her emotions...lucky sia.... Then RECESS??????

after that humanities benjamin keep criticising me walao from my wild and messy hair to my books.....aiyah dont care lah.....then chemistry is it?????? yah it was 'fun' and mother tongue no teacher free period. weeeeeeee

Aniwae i would like to comment that boys nowadays(Some lah) seems have lost the sense of humour, some either make dirty jokes, some make jokes by critisizing their own frens.......how can u make those type of jokes, man lets put it this way, it may be funny but saddening as well... Aniwae had a good tyme smsing and disturbing ppls in classs........Weeeeeee......

i am so TERRYfied with the performance...... oh man nevermind hope it will be my first and last performing in front of a big crowd.....

-Cry

Racial Harmony Day

2007-07-20T21:40:00.001+08:00

OKae today was racial harmony day...........Day of colourful costumes!!!!!!

Well Today first period was assembly came to school abit just on tyme, was hoping for my class

To wear on their own costume but it was not to be............After that Assembly.......

Then watch watch watch .........Which includes a phototaking session for those who have worn

the costumes which was the best part..........The feeling of a 'family'. Aniwae condolences for teri

Who wanted to put on irfan's razali's costume (the shirt only) but was reprimanded by mrs

Singh........Aniwae today i become black ranger while zailan was golden while shamim aka The

burfdae boy never wear aniting(i mean no costume). Aniwae firstly congrats to shamim for

showing that he is a 'man' by enduring the burfday bash......haha aniwae after giving just a kick

went to mosque.......then had to rush back to go for the quarter finals of the 6-a-side

competition.........and guess wad riverside was the surprise package and we managed to get 4th

place..........but still got trophy(distributed on monday)............. Go riverside.........Aniwae the girls

was HOT.......i meant the supporters for the other sch0ol.........

-bleugh

Pictures Of CIP

2007-07-10T21:55:00.001+08:00

Me and Lydia also known as scaredy-cat

Me and Marilyn

Me and Mr Loo

Me And Xylem

Handsome+handsome= Farid and Ben

Me And The Gang.

This Picture depicts a candid picture of a bunch of students not prepared to take the picture.......

The Gang again..........

Me And the Gang 3

Lastly, the potato-chips gang................

Aniwae today had 'O' level malay oral, and people it was so life-threatening(Sorry shortage of voca words). I am the second person for Secondary threes and u can feel how scary it was......Aniwae the topic was Special Traits of a good frens..... and i was like wat the heck?? luckily the invigilators very frenly........

Today very boring leh, first lesson read newspaper then got Bio Practical, this tyme terry had the honour of breaking the apparatus......instead of Zi Hao....

-Expelliarmus

EARTH DAY

2007-07-08T22:43:00.001+08:00

Yesterday Was 070707 although some 777 ppl in singapore got married some 1400 students from riverside went for the CIP to promote recycling.....
And 39 students from 3/5 were assigned blocks 101-110 for the collection.

Well the experience was nice this year, for the first tyme in history i kena barked by 5 dogs who was so cute......the owner was like just watching me kena barked......I asked quickly and scram.....Well that wasnt exactly the main event of the day......First block got a whole bunch of cats.....I tynk marsiling is a heaven for cats.... almost all of the blocks u can c cats which got lydia terryfied....wakakaka then the truck was late....... so went off very late.....we spent the tyme chatting.......zi hao with his nintendo ds playing pokemon shamim play gameboy.... small kids....... then i went around taking pictures......

After that went cosway eat.........Then went home to prepare for the match.....

MAIN EVENT OF THE DAY: SOCCER MATCH BETWEEN OUTLAWS AND RC ZONE ??

The Outlaws team was shaken by the news of the suspension towards their left back, ashraf. And the missing act from Syariffudin and syazwan for their commitment to their silat frens and the news of nazrul their smallest member going for the NE ndp parade(he is just p5) Aniwae...... our spirit was still high as their star players was still present......

The team dressed in red, had to wait for 30 mins for the arrival of their opponents......
But the wait was worth it as they quickly got the match started....
Farid was playing right-back unlike the central midfielder role he usually played. this was due to the injury that had landed udin........ Aniwae outlaws got kick-off and the match was underway.......Outlaws was totally overpowered by the string of attacks towards their goalpost....Faizal the keeper could not stand the pressure any futher as they were a goal down after 30 mins thorugh a neat through pass that was finished by donno-who........

Aniwae the outlaws did not have to wait long for the equalizer as farid tackled harshly but cleanly got the attack going as he passed to al-afiq hu dribbled past 3 defenders(even i can do that)and slotted past the keeper for the equaliser.....outlaws was jubilant......But the dark clouds soon showed as some sloppy defending gifted the opponents and by half-tyme it was 3-1 to the home side.......

2nd half, farid played central midfielder as he usually does and it proves to be fruitful as the goal of the day was scored just after the kick-off. As the opponents tried to get a through pass towards the goalpost was stopped by farid who dribbled skillfully past 1 defender before standing in the middle of the field and gave a long-range powerful shot towards the goal and the keeper, helmi could only afford to watch as the ball whizzed past him......GOAL!.....What a beautiful strike by the star player that day........ As the crowd stood up and clapped for him as they have witnessed a goal of the day..........HAHa...

With the score 3-2 the outlaws went to play all-out attack searching for that equalizer but they left gaps for the opponent to score as they went 4-2 up........

But the defence was caught napping when a corner was finished by a superb volley by salihin to put the home side up 5-2.......After the match we went to congratulate the opponent as we were not in a league as them......the loss was partly due to the emotional stress face by everybody as their coach had shown tentrum to them.......And partly due to the loss of several key players......But we still showed sportmanship and we got that goal of the day to celebrate........

And since it is earth day........please help the earth.

-Awak boleh diri di bawah payung saya.

Tomorrow

2007-06-24T20:54:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow first day of school leh, walao tyme past so fast,,

Can anyone think of a reason not to go to school????

NEW TIMETABLE!!!!!!

2007-06-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

Maroon 5 - Wake Up Call Lyrics
[Verse]
I didn’t hear what you were saying
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions, never maybe
And I’m not kind if you betray me
So who the hell are you to save me?
I never would’ve made it baby

[Bridge]
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault
Coz you both deserve
What’s coming now
So don’t say a word

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don’t you care about me anymore?Don’t you care about me?
I don’t think so
Six foot tall came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won’t come around here anymore. Come around here? I don’t think so

Would’ve bared to make you happy
You didn’t need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I’m finally sleeping soundly
And your lover’s screaming loudly, here a sound and hit the ground

[Bridge]
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I’m taking love
And it’s not my fault

Coz you both deserve
What’s coming now
So don’t say a word

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another man in my bed
You don’t care about me anymore. Care about me?
I don’t think so
Six foot tall came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won’t come around here anymore, come around here?
I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad

[Breakdown]
I’m so sorry darling; did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?
Woah oh oooh

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don’t you care about me anymore? Don’t you care about me?
I don’t think so
Six foot tall came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won’t come around here anymore. He won’t come around here. I don’t feel so bad

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don’t you care about me anymore? Don’t you care about me?
I don’t feel so bad
Six foot tall came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won’t come around here anymore.
No, he won’t come around here.
I don’t feel so bad
I don’t feel so bad (Wake up call)
I don’t feel so bad (Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed)
I don’t feel so bad (Don’t you care about me anymore?)

Don’t you care about me? I don’t feel so bad.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed

Kind of sian u noe the new timetable, first lesson on a first day of school week......Assembly.........Assembly in the morning tend to be more like a sleeping time cos its the first thing in the morning,.......HUH bleugh........

Then first term miss physics every thursday, second term was chemistry and now BIOLOGY!!!!! why r u so suay farid?????Y u go and take higher malay in anderson??????????

Aniwae wat is US MT????? does it stands for United States Mother Tongue??????wow new subject.......

Aniwae for those people going for the sarawak trip, happy going!!!!!

Aniwae so far no change in teachers...... heard that ms ong, ex physics teacher now co form teacher of 3/9..........

Then now form teacher period and cd period back to the first lessons.....yay can do forgotten to do homeworks.....

-Bleugh

BWEKKK!!!!

2007-06-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

WARNING: DO NOT WATCH HORROR MOVIES IF YOU ARE A FAINT-HEARTED LIKE ME!!!!!!!!!!!

Really regret it......Dude.....Sleepless nights....

After watching jangan pandang belakang(the malay movie)....... i really am so scared to turn back......

Okay let me be honest......I only watched the first part in which the man is trying to take out the spirit possessing the body and already i start shivering......

After that never watch animore of the parts..........only watched a bit the ghost-less parts.....

Well, forget about it lets talk about something else......

Today first lesson was chemistry and my dear friend, zailan came in late.......step like Guest Of Honour like that......and by the way the teacher got pimple............

Aniwae the 2 hours and 45 minutes break was wasted playing BASKETball with ing yen, pei qi, mr loo, terry and that pro guy from 3/4.........

After that physics lesson.....mr foo with his L**E jokes.......and BENJAMIN I BEAT MY HIGH SCORE HOR........286 KUAKUAKUA AT LEAST I BEAT TERRY.

after that go home!!!!!!!!!!weeeeeeeeeee

tomoro no school weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

at last got tyme to do portfolio.........

-peace out

Problem

2007-05-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

To start, hey guys have u received an email that sells pills.......U noe 'that' pill.....The male enhacement pill(The 'V' PILL)......I've been receiving these emails for quite sumtyme.....And its really scary......And i donnoe wat to do.......He's been sending me these email for like, once a week, I tynk he's a stalker who is out to get me.......and would even kill me..........Oh no!!!!

I dont want to die that early..........Please listen to my plea......I am still young......Havent 'O' level yet......Havent work yet......Havent marry yet,........i am too young.....so mr stalk.....please spare my life....Oh no!!!! If i were to die, who will make my family more lively???Who can be the place where my friends can turn to when they are down?????

Aniwae i agree to a certain extent to the new seating arrangement......I am unable to see the board from my current seat.....Then the two people in front is okay, the two at the back is not so okay.......The people beside.....No comments......If i cant see the board how to pay attention???? So listen to my plea again......I would like to change seating arrangement again......If i cant see the board, i cant concentrate, if i cant concentrate, i cant do very well for end of year, If i cant do well, i will die of muscle contraction too hard, in which my brain will freeze, my heart beat slowly, Then darkness......

Hey, i have gained weight instead of losing it, i broke my new year resolution!!!!!!!Wait, if i stay this way, i will develop health problems, if i develop health problems, i will die!!!!Oh No!!!!!Then my class, clan, family,friends and kins will lose a valuable member.....

Weekend

2007-05-28T21:46:00.001+08:00

YAY!!!!! CHANGED NEW BLOGSKIN after feedback from some who said the teddy bear skin is so unmanly.........

So lets see a recap on my weekend.....

(Saturday)
Saturday was great......It was dark and cloudy but never rain...... It was so cool.....
Aniwae went to Causeway that night and i saw alot of minah salihs(translation:american girls)they were wandering around causeway donno doing wat........Aniwae it was the last day for the funfair and the night market beside it i tynk...... so gonna miss them.......

(SUNDAY)
Well, today nothing much just that in the morning drop down from the bed and hit the floor rite at the face.....then got baluku....Aniwae today went around finding people to watch pirates movie tomoro...... so after searching found 6 mens and womens..ask shamim he got wat course..... ask zailan, i said i treat him the movie ticket he oso dont want.......

(MONDAY)
Then on monday went watch the 2.50 show at cathay cineplex causeway point.... told the 6 guys to come at 2 pm. benjamin came 5 minutes late, terry 10..... but the slowest to come was mai and shareefah......which to be exact 20 mins late.....aiya standard ah.....girls........aniwae the movie was great except that i thought will turner died but suddenly out of the pink he came back to life......a bit unrealistic.....i thought harry potter had a hand in this or maybe spiderman came to save the day......ouh lame........the movie was 2.5 hours long.......which was too long for a movie.......aniwae i made the boys stay a little longer which to be exact to wait until all the credits have been rolled for an extra clip........so for those hu havent watch it please stay a little longer for the clip............

-okay so long and good night.......3/5ians c u tomoro in class for supplementary classs.......

The 'Judgement Day'

2007-05-25T21:54:00.001+08:00

Today was the meet the parents session!!!!

Before that in the morning, Since no school slept like a log....wake up at 11 am around there, got two smses....never managed to reply both of them....

Finally managed to get up, shower blah blah blah Meet up with syarif and syazwan and Haziq(ex-schoolmate) went to a place......

After that the moment i have been waiting for,Meet-the-parents session!!!!

Met up with parents and went to school.......

Went inside school saw some councillors ushering aiyo this kind of thing oso need ushering.......

Aniwae went to class saw lydia with her mother, ming yan with her father, angie with her father, while mr foo was attending to zailan's parents......

Then finally after 30 mins waiting, it was my turn, got my report book and mr foo suprisingly never made any comments about me......my father asked about my attitude and behaviour in class he said........he got no problem with my attitude in class. IT was so WOW!!!!!!!!!

Aniwae here are my horrible results:

English:C6(0.1 more get C5)
Higher Malay:B3
A maths:D7(0.2 more get pass. wallawe!!!)
E Maths:B4
Biology:C5(no comments..)
Chemistry:C5
Physics:C5
Combined Humanities:C6(almost failed)
L1R4:22(how to make it to JC?)
L1R5:22+6(very bad ryte)

Aniwae not bad hor.......Last time my triple science all get B3 now get all C5, like got formation or sumthing.....ok i am starting to crap......Aniwae c u 3/5ians next week for supplementary class......

-Let's Dance Together

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2007-05-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

I wanna watch Pirates!!!!!!!!Of the caribbean..........

Today was bleugh!!!!!! hate filing....... hate doing corrections........

2 Days to MTPS(Meet-the-parent)...............

Aniwae even holidays got classes dont feel like going but have to........

Terry A.K.A the 10-cent kiddy ride............ Thanks for ur A maths file.......

Shamim A.K.A Loo thanks for ur lame jokes......

Benjamin A.K.A Baby B thanks for ur entertaining jokes during the orchestra(Humanities period).

Aniwae anione want go watch movie or not????? why everyone like so dead these few days.........Anione want to go WWW(wild wild wet)??????this idea is sponsored by zailan......If you go he will pay HALF of the entrance fee.........

-I Don't Believe in you anymore, anymore

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2007-05-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

Some interesting Stuffs found on the net......

Beauty of a Woman

The beauty of a woman
Is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure she carries,
Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman
Must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
Is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman
Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows,
The beauty of a woman
With passing years-only grows.

MR. BEAN WHILE IN GRADE SCHOOL:
Teacher: What is 5 plus 4?
Mr. Bean: 9
Teacher: What is 4 plus 5?
Mr. Bean: Are you trying to fool me, you’ve just twisted the figure, the answer is 6!!

AT AN ATM MACHINE:
Friend: What are you looking at?
Mr. Bean: I know your PIN no., hee, hee.
Friend: Alright, what is my PIN no. if you saw it?
Mr. Bean: four asterisks (****)!

DEATH OF HIS MOTHER:
Mr. Bean:(crying) the doctor called, Mom’s dead.
Friend: condolence, my friend.
(After 2 minutes) Mr. Bean cries even louderFriend: what now?
Mr. Bean: my sister just called, her mom died too!

Aniwae This week never been greater due to the effect of medicine that makes u drowsy but it made me LAME!!! kuang kuang kuang........

Cannot stop the lame jokes.... So anibody who have heard me making any such jokes.......... Just SHOUT LAME AT ME CAN??? yah i noe its lame...... but lame is the IN thing you noe.........

Aniwae Monday was really a headache filing here filing there filing everywhere........ Dreaded the maths file.......Spent the whole day messaging people to tell them that i have free period haha yah i noe its lame....... Aniwae for those of u who have been wondering why i never reveal my results...... well if you read my previous post, you might get a picture of the colourfulness of my report book.......

Wait forgot to tell u, just now i entered the carum competition and guess wat???? i get consolation!!!!!! yah its lame.......Aniwae there is a boy named salman from sec 1 or 2 he was so powderful..... he is a left-handed but played extremely well.......a young prodigy......And people i hate flus and coughs and headaches..... hu just wont hate them.......

The holidays are coming, POTC is coming, Fantastic 4 is coming, Harry Potter is coming, So 3/5ians........ zailan and me want to ask u all hu want go Wild wild wet, for those hu dont want get wet we can go the dry Escape Theme Park...... For those of u hu are scared of heights or got motion sickness...... Can just play and wait at the nearest playground...... haha LAME!!!!

OKae hugs and kisses from me, Happy Tuesday Day!!!!!!!!!

Darkest Day Of My Life.....

2007-05-18T20:59:00.001+08:00

I am so STUPID...........

I am a FAILURE..........

I am So DUMB.............

Maybe i should not have gone to this class, 3/5.........

Maybe i should have been at like what mr foo said, i should have been sitting at the other side of the block........

Maybe I am not even suitable to take this subject combination.........

It really hurts me to get four underlines in your report book..........its ok if you all wanna laugh at it.........

WhY?Why??? Where did i went wrong???? Maybe since i am small, i have a small brain too, not as bright as zailan, Bruno, Benjamin, iffah, Nickson, Belle, or even terry........

I am in a state of almost-depression ryte now..... donnoe wat to do next......Even thinking of........ Should not say it.......

Like i said, maybe the teachers were wrong when they put me in this class........

I am a disappointment, parents have been expecting no failures for any subject but this happens,,

I've let my parents down, maybe my teachers down but most importantly myself down...........Why can't i stop being a disappointment...

I tried my best but it was not enough..... What should i do??????

My fault, my fault, my fault.....

This really saddens me...........

Now i need someone or something to show me the right path.......but who or what?

It is really shameful to be among the weakest in class...... Like i said i should not have been in this class all along......

Sobs....sobs......Sorry